If your living under a rock

Then in all seriousness you really need to get out more, and get your hands on some newspapers, watch tv, or get a friend. Still fresh in our minds and a shock to all his fans around the world, the death of Michael Jackson has pretty much hit us all in the gut. This may be old news, but I really wasn’t feeling like blogging when all these celebrities were just leaving us. The death of Farrah Fawcett, Billy Mays, Fred Travalena, and Michael Jackson plagues us all.
But what I really wanted to blog about was for the new Michael Jackson website. Changed now for fans to share their memories and heart felt condolences of Mr. Jackson. For those who care; your welcome to join in. I did.

What I grew up listing to mainly consisted of Spanish Salsa music out at the time, Madonna and Michael Jackson. His music was not only always fun to listen to, but as I grew older I never grew tired of listening to the same hits, along with his new ones at the time.He was timeless to me, one man whose music stood the test of time, and touch the hearts of all of his fans. His death was a shock to us all, He was someone you wanted to live forever. Through all of his hardships I never once changed of opinion of him. He was and always will be Michael Jackson the King of Pop. I along with my family wish his family and most of all his kids the best. May his music live forever.

MichaelJackson.com

Clueless about future…

I find it to be pretty cool that i have somewhat of a broad look on what I like to have a career doing. While in Herkimer County Community College for Business Administration, To be honest I’m not learning much on business as I would like. In fact the more general classes like human resource management, English, and some electives actually stuck with me. Anyway I’m two classes from graduating, and trade school is something I’m looking into. After looking at the subjects covered, the following caught my eye

    1. Cosmetology & Hairstyling

    2. Funeral Director Training

    3. Culinary

    4. Web Design and Graphic Design

    5. Bartending

    6. Photography

I actually don’t mind trying these out. I have a interest in make-up mainly eyeshadow but the interest is there. I also wouldn’t mind working at a funeral home, although the training for this seems a little intense, its training for several fields. I can’t cook but learning how in culinary seems like a fun idea, bartending is the same way. Its already obvious that web design and graphic design is something I would have no problem getting into seeing how I already create my own website layouts for all my sites. Learning more is always great. Photography I had a brief fling with, but stopped due to the feeling is most of my shots coming out pretty noobish. I wouldn’t mind taking classes to improve.
Bartending and culinary sounds like a great mix, and if I want to have a career in food this would be a great choice. The same with taking Web Design & Graphic Design and Cosmetology & Hairstyling together. No idea what I want to do. so many choices.

In other news that reunion I mentioned in my other post, turns out its gonna be next year. Talk about WTF. Now the idea of it seems pretty lame.

Perhaps Journals can be Helpful

Okay, maybe its the whole typing when I have the time that seems to drag me down for blogging. It’s like I dread it so much that me and blogging go separate ways. I means having comments, well readers… is what really matters (well to me… why else will i blog), but my lack of consistent entries is whats hurting me and my site. So I decided to write, yes literally write down my entries in this pretty red journal my mom picked up for me from Barnes and Nobel. Usually these books go to random notes mainly when I’m on the computer, like picture sizes, URLs and musics to get my hands on. Well now I can write when I have something to ‘talk’ about, just before I go to bed. Consistent blog entries here I come!

Anyway as random as this sounds, it was weird cuz recently I was taking a bath (Yes one of those where you sit in the water), and before you say that i don’t bathe daily… its showers I take daily and baths are once in a blue moon (while relaxing… they are kind of gross). Well I was thinking, why can’t American bathrooms be more like Japanese bathrooms; where the shower is separate from the tub. That and our foyers were like theirs as well. You think about it and its way more hygienic to have a step-up before you get into the rest of the house, this way you can sit down, take off your shoes and go about your business in your house without tracking the filth you step on outside in your house. Also when taking a bath you can wash up in the shower while your tub is filling up next to you, this way you don’t sit in dirty water, sounds great. That night it also sparked up this super random scene in Titanic where this guy gets shot, falls overboard and floats in the water. I remember asking my grandmother why that happened (the floating part), this was all because as my bath was filling up, I was laying down and my mid section on its own started to arch with rising of the water. In a way, floating.

Well, life for me is just as bland as ever. Recently an old Jr high school friend contacted me, mentioning a possible reunion between us and a few friends we use to hang with. Well as me said “those who didn’t become drug addicts or died.” After hearing about some people i use to be friends with, it turns out the common theme with them is marriage, children, settling down. WTF! I mean these people are between the ages of 19-22 why are they settling down now? they have their whole life a head of them. I feel that settling down now especially marriage and kids can ruin whatever youth they still have. But what do I know? I’m lonely as ever. My last BF was almost two years ago (my big mistake of ending it without much say on my end…), and this guy i knew for four years in high school who does like me, is now off in Afghanistan in the Marines. What a life… Anyway I would love to see all my old friends again, its been a long time.

As for that haircut I said I wanted, I got it. I did it myself with a razor shaper. You can check it out here on my daily booth. At the moment no new picture has been taken, giving my hair a break from constant straightening, so its a curly mess. I look like a old lady from the 70’s. Been thinking about cutting it again, shorter for easily manageability. I guess I’ll figure it out sooner or later. =)

OH YEAH!!! for those who care for games, Call of Duty World at War Map pack 2 came out!!!!! a whole new set of maps and a new Nazi Zombie game. Awesome!! Just felt like sharing that.

A little something extra.

Tagged off: kinda from Afef
Tagging: Anyone wanting to do these.

Rules: You can only answer yes or no; You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks; 80 questions, and you must answer them all.

Kissed any one of your social network friends? ( Facebook, MySpace, affiliates…etc… ): Yes
Been arrested: No
Been in a fight: Yes
Fallen fast for someone: Yes
Regretted a relationship: Yes
Been in a tornado: No
Stayed in bed all day: Yes
Kissed someone you didn’t like: Yes
Slept in until 5 PM: Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school: Yes
Held a snake: No
Ran a red light: No
Been suspended from school: No
Have you ever taken drugs: No
Experienced love at first sight: Yes
Totalled your car/motorbike in an accident: No
Been fired from a job: No
Fired somebody: No
Sang karaoke: No
Pointed a gun at someone: No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t: Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose: No
Caught a snowflake on your tongue: Yes
Kissed in the rain: No
Swam in the ocean: Yes
Been to a concert: Yes
Laughed till you cried: Yes
Kissed on the first date: Yes
Had a close brush with death (your own): Yes
Seen someone die: No
Played spin-the-bottle: No
Sang in the shower: Yes
Smoked a cigar: No
Sat on a rooftop: No
Taken pictures of yourself naked: No
Smuggled something into another country: No
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on: No
Broken a bone: No
Skipped school: Yes
Got a speeding ticket: No
Eaten a bug: No
Sleepwalked: No
Walked a moonlit beach: No
Rode a motorcycle: No
Dumped someone: Yes
Seen a baby born: No
Forgotten your anniversary: No
Lied to avoid a ticket: No
Have you ever decorated while been really smashed(drunk / high): No
Rode inside a helicopter: Yes
Shaved your head: No
Blacked out from drinking: No
Played a prank on someone: Yes
Hit a home run: No
Felt like killing someone: Yes
Cross-dressed: Yes
Have fallen down from being drunk: No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend: Ehh wtf?
Eaten snake: No
Marched/Protested: No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets: No
Puked on an amusement ride: No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something: No
Been in a band: No
Knitted or crocheted: No
Been on TV: No
Done something with a best friends partner: No
Shot a gun: No
Skinny-dipped: No
Gave someone stitches: No
Eaten whole habenero pepper: No
Ridden a surfboard: No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle: No
Had surgery: No
Streaked? No
Taken by ambulance to hospital: Yes
Tripped on mushrooms: No
Passed out when not drinking: Yes
Peed on a bush: No
Donated Blood: Yes
Grabbed electric fence: No
Eaten alligator meat: No
Eaten cheesecake: No
Eaten your kids’ Halloween candy: No
Killed an animal when not hunting: No
Peed your pants in public: No
Do you regret anything that you have done: Yes
Snuck into a movie without paying: Yes
Written graffiti: No
Still love someone you shouldn’t: Yes
Think about the future: Yes
Been in handcuffs: No
Believe in love: Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed: Yes

Man i’m one boring ass person. lol

Seems to be a once a month thing.

Lmfao, I seem to blog once a month. Bad bad bad… especially if I want to get this damn site known to at least more people. Life is soo boring. Although since my last blog, I moved to a new apartment. Not out of my mom’s house, on my own… but with my mom and brothers to a bigger place just down the block from my old house. Too awesome. Living in a private house with family had its perks… but also had its downs. Nosy, and like hardly any guest were allowed without some conflict. The perks were free food, being close to family and well… not having to worry about strangers… anyway the new place is bigger, with 2 bathrooms (a first for me and my brothers *noobs*) twice as many windows (soo much brighter and cooler) and wood floors. Old apt had a total of 7 windows in the whole house, 1 bath, carpets, and while it had bigger rooms… it was so dark and humid all the time. New apt has 13 windows total, totally different feel to this new place then our last, its better (and more expensive :( ).

Outside of that new move, I joined Daily Booth and will attempt to take pictures everyday. Although the last three days has been zilch, 0 new pics… I suck at consistent.but right after this blog I will take some new ones right away.

I also have some plans for SA… get that shit back on track, plans for Planeteater… get a new damn layout, and plans for… me. I want a new look, my last change was in May of last year, when I took a trip with my mom, brothers, and grandparents to michigan. Had this banging hair cut that i just adored check it out here

The hair stylist almost gave this cool razor cut fluffy look, but with with sissiors. It was too awesome. Now my hair has grown hella long since then. What was so funny is that my hair at that length was as long as my brother’s (youngest) hair, and now mines surpassed him ten-fold.

Well I had my mom cut me some bangs.. it didn’t turn out as planned, but it wasn’t a hair disaster either. She did a pretty awesome job… its just longer than I wanted. I also want to take a trip to the hair salon and get my hair cut into layers, with the bottom back half untouched. I like the length, just want some pizzaz also I got razor shapers that I can use after my hair has been cut, or maybe I can have them do it for me… Living in the bronx is ok… but the damn salons suck for any unique cut or look. Being majority hispanic they stick to common looks. I hate them some times… they ramble on and on to each other in spanish and its just annoying. Being hispanic myself it shouldn’t be a problem, but my god they are just too much some times. Its like “shut the fuck up and do my hair already.”

I’m cooking more than ever now, and its not a disaster, I haven’t gotten anyone sick or almost burn down the kitchen. although I do need my mom to cook rice for me… eventually I’ll learn to make it on my own.

What else… Oh yeah my brother ran away AGIAN. this time my mom might send him away. since hes done it twice before the idea of him being sent away isn’t as hard on us yet… It really depends on what my mom and my brother decide to do. By the way hes 13. Hetic, that boy. My twitters prove it enough.

Speaking of twitter, for those who care to know how random my life is follow me! @Blaqheartedstar